Reddit mentions of Clueless About Cars: An Easy Guide to Car Maintenance and Repair (The Clueless series)

Breathe

You can do this ❤

Yes it's bad but it could be even worse

Have you looked into meditating? A book about meditation that I like is called "Radical Acceptance" by Tara Brach. It starts off slow but it really helped me out when I was living my parents.

One great way to spend your free time stuck inside is to educate yourself on personal finance. This way you can get your mind off of the situation that your in and, at the same time, work towards freeing yourself from it. I don't want to dismiss how you are feeling, but immersing yourself in something productive when your feeling sad or angry can help you work it off. This is something you can do to actively improve your situation. /r/personalfinance is great resource. In my opinion you should start off with:

1. Securing some avenue of income. If you can't get a job outside the home, then you could find a part-time work-from-home job (not sure if they will hire minors though). There's also vlogging or having your own youtube channel. I'm not really familiar with how it would work exactly, but I've heard that if you get enough views on your videos you can make some money: a couple thousand views might make ~$100.
   
   You might also want to look into whether you can open an bank account without a co-owner (such as a parent) at bank near you or at an online bank, so you have a secure place to deposit your income.
   
   
2. Build savings. You will need these savings to escape if things get really bad (where I am, the security deposit can be 1.5 times the rent), or for use in any other emergency (car breaks down, flat tire, etc.)
   
   
3. Learn how to build credit
   
   
4. Not sure about what the case is where you are, but in North America cars are a necessary expense. Learn as much as you can about their care and maintenance. This book might be a good place to start.

http://www.autoupkeep.com/

http://education-portal.com/car_maintenance_course.html

http://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/1554073332

Best I could do right now. It 12:30 am and Google is bright. I think the first link is your best bet for simple knowledge.