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Reddit mentions of Cosmic Trigger I: Final Secret of the Illuminati (Volume 1)
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We found 3 Reddit mentions of Cosmic Trigger I: Final Secret of the Illuminati (Volume 1). Here are the top ones.
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Much respect to you for coming w an open heart w real questions. You will find a great deal of insight and compassion here.
As stated above, this constant info-bombardment is horrible for the human psyche - whether it's of the "red or blue" pill variety. At a certain point, one comes to realize that "ultimate understanding" is just another fiction - as a singular human one can never "have it all figured out." There is just too much goddamn information, most of it conflicting (by design or not; humans love complexity).
That said, "the end of any and all beliefs" can be an incredibly sublime place to be. Once you've microscopically examined all of yr beliefs and the why's and how's of their impact/tyranny within you, one can begin the process of discovering what one truly, actually believes. And that might end up being something completely unexpected. But no one but you can decide what that something is.
I hear you on the ADHD thing; I was prob the same when I was a kid but that was in the 70s and they just called us fucking weirdos and picked us last for kickball. We didn't get all the sweet medical meth. The fact that you've avoided being medicated is a wonderful thing in this current era.
So, not sure if this answers anything but learn to trust yrself - you do in fact exist in a beautiful and terrifying universe of amazing potential. Go with yr gut, trust yr better instincts, and practice mindfulness. You might also enjoy this book for a variety of reasons.
Good luck; you have friends and allies.
It all depends on which occultist and which work.
My gateway drug was Robert Anton Wilson Cosmic Trigger. One of his favorite mantras:
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If you haven't already you should check out some of Wilson's books. There's some really nutty shit in them (e.g., aliens with pancakes, little green men, psychic powers/clairvoyance) but quite intriguing.
I've only read Masks of the Illuminati (fiction: James Joyce and Albert Einstein discover a plot to take over the world) and Cosmic Trigger I: Final Secrets of the Illuminati which is a collection of essays on many different subjects.
Great reading!