Reddit mentions of The Psychic Pathway: A Workbook for Reawakening the Voice of Your Soul

I identify with a lot of the things you experience and am currently working to increase my own abilities. I suggest checking out Sonia Choquette's Ask Your Guides and The Psychic Pathway. She covers a lot of your points (feelings what others feel, effects of negative energy, strengthening your abilities, etc). She helped answer a lot of my questions and validate some beliefs. I'd also suggest meditation, if you don't already. Especially chakra meditations to open your third eye. I hope this may have helped and wish you luck on your journey.

Well I'm clairvoyant and a medium, which means they talk to me. I'm also clairempatheic (an empath). But I worked on opening up my chakras and practiced and honed my psychic abilities over years. I'm still working on it all the time. :)

Because I'm clairvoyant, it means they talk to me in pictures. So I see them in my mind's eye. I don't see them like a person standing in front of me. Although some who are clairvoyant do. And I'm a medium which means I can talk to them and they can talk to me. I talk to them in my head (or out loud) and they show me pictures or scenes. Sometimes I'll hear them in my head. Just depends on the person I'm communicating with. My empathic ability allows me to emotionally feel what they are feeling.

But there are tons of books out there on learning how to develop your psychic abilities. Just given the fact that you feel like you're being watched, you're probably clairempathic (clear-emotion) which means you can easily read people's emotions. You could also be clairsentient (clear-feeling) which means you can physically feel them as well.

Here's info on the the "clairs": http://www.quantumpossibilities.biz/clairs.htm

And here's a book that got me started on sharpening my abilities: https://www.amazon.com/Psychic-Pathway-Workbook-Reawakening-Voice/dp/0517884070

But there are a ton out there. You just have to find one that works for you. :)

Everyone is psychic. In case this interests you:

"A practical, step-by-step, 12-week interactive program that teaches you how to develop the intuitive sense that lies within you and to live in accordance with the soul's purpose by discovering your center of spiritual power. The Psychic Pathway refines intuition into a life-enhancing tool that can be used every day."

The Psychic Pathway: A Workbook for Reawakening the Voice of Your Soul

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