Reddit mentions of Callanetics (Official DVD)

Aight, I'm just going to be honest. I love my face...like, a lot. I'm a little vain in that regard. I've got luscious lips, super white teeth that I constantly get complimented on, and brown almond-shaped eyes that gleam with mischief :)

My relationship with my body is a constant work in progress, however. I'm of the opinion that I've got a great ass...it's pretty massive, and I used to hate that, but now I love it. But that's about the only thing on my body apart from my face that I can say that I actually like, which doesn't sit well with me. I am greatly bothered that I constantly think "If I lost just 30 or so pounds, I'd be a fucking rockstar!" I feel like I'm always thinking of how great my life will be a few pounds away from today, but I don't know how to get out of that mentality. I literally don't know how- I'd love to get some pointers from anyone here. I feel like I'm holding myself back now, when there is no reason to not be 100% myself.

I think the key might lie in making sure I feel healthy- I'm getting back on the hardcore keto train (I've been eating semi/lazy keto lately, and I feel the effects), I'm doing Zumba because it's just about the only fun exercise I can think of, and when I move to a new city this weekend, I'm going to find the nearest gym and fulfill my years-long dream of taking kickboxing classes. I think that perhaps all of my insecurities might be solved by knowing that I'm taking all the steps toward a healthy body. But it'll be a process- lord knows it took nearly two decades to build these insecurities and doubts about myself in the first place, so they will take time to get rid of.

Bonus question: Have any of you ladies ever heard of Callanetics? It's a deep muscle exercise technique that does some really amazing things- I've lost inches in a super short amount of time in the past. Just look at this woman and tell me you don't want a waist like hers! I don't know about you, but that's my dream right there, lol.