Reddit mentions of Paying for It

Do you feel you are missing out on things by not having sex outside of brothels? Are you craving a more traditional relationship or are you content seeing prostitutes?

You should read, if you haven't, "Paying for it" by Chester Brown
http://www.amazon.co.uk/Paying-Chester-Brown/dp/1770460489

It's an autobiography of Chester Brown transitioning from relationships to being a John. He's a bit creepy but it's mostly just an honest look at prostitution and all the arguments for and against it. I really enjoyed it.

http://www.amazon.com/Paying-Chester-Brown/dp/1770460489/ref=ntt_at_ep_dpt_1

This might interest you.

It's certainly a very good book.

recommended reading; https://www.amazon.ca/Paying-Comic-Strip-Memoir-About-Being/dp/1770460489

hey, I believe you would really like this comic

It is a sort of autobiographical comic and the author makes some points that you may identify with.

just this guy who wrote a graphic novel about his history with escorts. he gave a lot of information exactly like you did.

http://www.amazon.com/Paying-Chester-Brown/dp/1770460489

I completely and wholeheartedly agree with your choice and motivations. The book to read on this, in case you ever waver in your commitment to this lifestyle is Paying for it where he delineates all the amazing reasons hookers trump relationships every time.

My opinion- identifying a problem and then doing something, anything about it to take matters into your own hands and get what you want out of life while it lasts is a step in the right direction. Do you know HOW you would go about hiring an escort and going about the business of negotiating and paying her? (Plenty of online guides about how this works, you may well have researched it already.) You may come out of the experience with a feeling that you are capable and can make things happen, and that sex isn't this giant mystery power ritual only castable by elite magi. Defusing it of that power media and an obsessed society gives it could easily lower the mental wall for you with "regular" women. Note- you might even get a better experience out of it if you tell her up front you're a young guy getting the virginity thing out of the way. You could search through several candidates and see who is best for that scenario.

Here's a comic book novel about a socially awkward penguin guy and prostitution:
http://www.amazon.com/Paying-It-Chester-Brown/dp/1770460489/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1345934832&sr=8-1&keywords=paying+for+it

He said "after my first time with a prostitute, it made me realize that I had another avenue. After that, it was like a weight lifted off my heart that never returned."

It's your life- if you think it will help, go for it.