Reddit mentions of Tiny Beautiful Things

Read or listen to this book. It's an increadible book based on an advice column with painful questions asked by real people and honest vulnerable insightful advice is given by the author. I'm not sure where in the book it is but someone asks an almost identical question to you. As per usual her answer is amazing. I think this book is great for many people - the audio book is read by the author (fun fact - the film Wild is based on her life/other-book) which i enjoyed - but someone specifically asks this kind of question and it may help you. I wouldn't assume that it will fix your problem and don't expect an the whole book to be for you, it's just one bit, but you might learn something from it.

Actually scrap that, I went and found the article for you. Here it is but it's also nice to hear in her voice in the audiobook (can you tell I like the book?)

http://therumpus.net/2010/08/dear-sugar-the-rumpus-advice-column-46-beauty-and-the-beast/

I also included the book as i feel like went on about it a bit

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Tiny-Beautiful-Things-Advice-Someone/dp/1782390693

I wish you all the best and my heart goes out to you