Reddit mentions of Unwanted: How Sexual Brokenness Reveals Our Way to Healing

What Father (above) said! You are beloved of God and nothing about your temptations and struggles changes His eternal love for you.

Overcoming sin in general and sexual sin in particular requires that we look into the occurrences of sin with the Lord and examine what we're really seeking. When we can identify the human and impulses desires behind the sinful acts, we can turn them to the Lord.

There's a book I'm reading that I'd heartily recommend titled: Unwanted: How Sexual Brokenness Reveals Our Way to Healing. I'm about 2/3 of the way through and have been edified and encouraged by how the author guides readers towards meaningful & lasting healing.

In any case, I'll offer a decade of the rosary for you. Jesus loves you dearly and will never abandon you.

I hope recommending a book doesn't seem callous in this moment of your despair. But I found this book incredibly helpful and insightful:

Unwanted: How Sexual Brokenness Reveals Our Way to Healing by Jay Stringer

Stringer is a Christian counselor and pastor and his book is really well researched. He doesn't tell you to just "try harder," he helps identify the factors that contribute to unwanted sexual desires and activity.

Speaking of counseling, that's my other piece of advice: get connected with a Christian counselor. The counselors at http://www.globalcounselingnetwork.com/ are generally Reformed and many are products of the M.A. in Counseling program at Covenant Theological Seminary in St. Louis.

Finally, speak to an elder at your church. Tell him what happened as soon as you can. You need to let them know how you're struggling and they should be there for you on this. Maybe this elder can read through the book with you.

Fill These Hearts: God, Sex, and the Universal Longing https://smile.amazon.com/dp/0307987159/ref=cm_sw_r_other_apa_i_4oZWDb9PMRV31

Unwanted: How Sexual Brokenness Reveals Our Way to Healing https://smile.amazon.com/dp/1631466720/ref=cm_sw_r_other_apa_i_aNmUDbFFFZWKZ

It’s actually not a pdf but a book. I bought it through the Apple book store but it’s available elsewhere. Here’s the link to Amazon where you can read the description and also a sample. https://www.amazon.com/Unwanted-Sexual-Brokenness-Reveals-Healing/dp/1631466720. I’ve really enjoyed it so far.

I would recommend reading Unwanted: How Sexual Brokenness Reveals Our Way to Healing by Jay Stringer. It's a good book that explains how psychological factors can influence unwanted sexual behavior, and it does this through a Christian perspective regarding human sexuality. Full disclosure, I am not benefiting from the sale of this book, I just thought it was a really interesting read.